I saw this photo of my friend David and got sad because we were nerds. Nerds together (with our friends) with sexy tech talk and drinking green tea instead of alcohol hahaha I was always jealous of his cameras! But he's the hardest working man I know, so he deserves it all.
I look at these photos and have completely forgotten my OLD self. The extremely outgoing girl who was out and never home.
It's strange seeing people I grew up with now, still hanging together, getting married, having babies...just having a good time growing older.
I NEED this old self back. I want to wipe clean the last few years and just move on.
While rummaging through old FB messages I found this:
haha I was spotted.
You never know who's watching,
& apparently I was watching my life pass by, forgetting about the foundations of what made me who I am today.
I'm tired of the Internet.
(and how I use it)
I miss my family & friends.
I know it may seem like I'm depressed but I'm not.
I'm in a state I can't explain.
Like a caterpillar in a cocoon waiting.
I changed my Facebook picture to this:
YUMMY books.
